God revealed something to me this morning. Fear still has a foothold in my life. I still fear failure to the extent that I won’t engage in new activities because a degree of failure is guaranteed. I don’t know how to bowl. Learning how would entail a lot of trial and error in a very public place. Same for miniature golf. If I never get that ball in that little hole it would drive me crazy. And it certainly would not be fun. I really don’t know how to have fun. Those games have a clear clear objective. Ball in hole. Knock down pins. Not achieving those objectives equals failure. Failure is not fun. Failure is not acceptable. Soooooooo I guess there’s some bowling or putt putt in my future. I rebuke the spirit of fear in the name of Jesus. Pray for me. Be Blessed.
