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This time three years ago I was in a bad place. For about two months I existed because I didn’t know what else to do.

Then I just gave up.  I’d tried for so hard to protect everyone and to make everything right and it kept going so very wrong.  And I was so tired.

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So in January 2013, I took a blue surrender chip at Celebrate Recovery. I decided I was going to give everything to God.  Every hurt.  Every struggle. My marriage.  My children.  My fear.  My nightmares. My hopes. My life.  My death.

I decided that I was going to do everything I could to be who God created me to be.  I acknowledged that I was probably going to fail some.  But for first time, I decided that God’s graces is and will always be greater than all my failures.  I decided to believe what I always read was true:  that God loves me and He has the power to heal me.  I decided I would hold to this as long as it took.

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As Celebrate Recovery – WFR​ always says “Keep coming back”.  And I did. God has given me spiritual guidance, relationships, hope, joy, peace, smiles, hugs, a song in my heart and purpose.

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I would always consider what my life would have been life if it hadn’t been for this or that.  But I am no longer defined by my past.  I am only who God says I am.  Blessed, Beautiful, and Beloved.

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Don’t turn away and think that this can’t happen for you.  I turned away many times.  So much wasted time afraid to believe.  So much time fearing being judged by my sins and struggles.  Please don’t waste one more day surviving.  That’s not the life God desires for us.

I don’t have all the answers.  But the Lord does. He is knocking. If you just give Him your tiniest bit of faith, He will show you glorious things that you could not have imagined.
#mystory is because of #Hisstory

Be Blessed.